literature

Untitled

Deviation Actions

night-of-fairy-tales's avatar
Published:
124 Views

Literature Text

My dear Father
my father in heaven
I don't mind the ways you planed for me
I don't mind the rocks that are placed in my way
I don't mind whatever's going on with me

But ... what I do mind is the way you've chosen for my mother
Beloved father, I know what I'm doing here
and I'm ashamed of doing so
But I can't stand it anymore
I can't just watch silently and do nothing
Every single day I'm losing my mother a bit more
... and more
... and more
And it won't take much time 'til she's gone, for ever
I can't accept what you expect to this tortured soul which every single time in her life just tried to do everything right

I don't know anybody who is more interessted in harmony and peace
But all she's getting for it is anger an' hate an' insults

And now for more than ten years her life is only torture
No shining light far away
No saving anchor
So I'm afraid she'll go and search for the shining light ... far away

Father I beg you
Not because of me but because of my mother
Father please, give a meaning to her life
Just one small shining light
Just a sparkle of hope

Father please
Help us to move on the ways you prepared for us
Please let them get a bit, only a bit, easier.
Because we are at the end of our tether.

Father here I'm sitting
Crying
I don't see a way any further

Beloved father all I wish for is a better life for my mother
She doesn't need a villa, a pool, an expensive car
All she needs is a life in harmony with her family
But this isn't possible here
Not with these people next to us

It's just ... I don't know what to do
I'm feeling just lonely and helpless
And my mother does this even more.

So father please.

- Amen.
© 2014 - 2024 night-of-fairy-tales
Comments1
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In